Money, money… Oh! No money

OK, this might seem a bit premature, but the fella & I are planning to get married. We’ve not had a ‘moment’ (as a friend called it) when he officially asks, but we’re certain. We’ll move in together July or August. The earliest we could get married is November.

Am a little disheartened. It’s all so expensive! What little savings I have will go on a flat deposit – my current place doesn’t have one. He’s paying off debts to the Bank of Mum & Dad (been there!). Dresses are extortionate! Thought I’d found the perfect one through eBay but it was too tight around the bust. At £150 it was budget-friendly. The cheapest I saw in a ‘real’ shop was £350. Really nice ones weren’t priced. If you have to ask you can’t afford it.

Really I’d like to have a big party. He likes the idea too. But so many expectations. Despite my Mum saying they’d have none, they do. Already I’m stressed about it & he’s not even asked yet!

Soon though )